Surrender- A mystery of life…!

Hey guys! Hope life is revealing its new secrets to you and like a warrior you are becoming wiser and peaceful.

It’s been a while since I wrote and a long 2 months of torture that my karmas were supposed to give me I come out hopefully more wiser and fierce full.

Thrown in a shitty situation, with my enemies not leaving this opportunity to conquer over me, I would say life did reveal its mysteries.

So let me ask you, What do you do when you face a messy situation?

Do you run away, cow down or do you fight and bleed yourself to death or do you choose the mystical weapon that life reveals to you when you surrender to the higher self.

From the starting I have been choosing the second option, go crazy and fight till I win or die. Thankfully I always won over my toughest times as well as my enemies. 😅

But this time I don’t know why but I chose to surrender- the third option. I couldn’t explain why but I think 🤔 it was time to step to next level.

So what is this third option like. It’s like you know you are powerful and can kill your enemy but rather than focusing your energy on this you choose to surrender your problem/ enemy to the Gods and let them take care of them.

No matter how simple it seems than the second option but I must say the process is very painful. From the beginning we start taking control of our lives, taking decisions and solving problems. This instills a strong belief that we are the owners of our life. Whereas the third option make us let go of this control and surrender our life to a belief that there is a higher force who will take care of our problems as we ourselves are nothing but illusion.

My karmas were such that I was broken to such an extent that I had no other option. Giving up has never been my thing and this time I did not had the fire to fight rather I would say that the time was ripe for the 3 rd option- Surrender. It’s like when your time comes you will be taught new arts and mysteries of life/cosmos.

This is after a long time that I shared something personal. Why I am sharing this even I don’t know? But somehow someone whose time has come will gain something from this post.

Take life as gift 🎁 which you surrender to Gods and let them recreate your life as realities and futures are like tunnels. You enter the one which your karma dictates and when you surrender you surrender those karmas thus altering your realities. At the end the ultimate aim of our birth is MOKSHA and by surrender you will take the first step.

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Stay happy stay blessed😌


We all get tamed…!

The best part about babies is that they are in the present. When they smile, their body, mind all smiles, when they cry, the body-mind cries together. Their are no faces, but just one- the present. When you see a smiling baby you can surely make out that he is happy, but can this be said for an adult?

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What happens when we get old? We can’t savor any single moment. In a happy moment, our body is excited but our mind is worried for the future. The same is with sad moments. As we age, our bodies stays in the present but our mind either in the past or the future where none is real.

This is why I say that with time we all get tamed by the mistress of this grand play, Maya. When we tame an animal, we make sure that it dances to our tune. This is what happens to us, dancing on the tunes of Maya and those perfectly tamed becomes the leaders who set norms to live a life that is socially acceptable.


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Where do you stand in this present moment? Are you completely tamed or still under process? Some say,  ignorance is bliss. As for me, I am stuck in the two worlds, where you have knowledge but fails to transform it into wisdom. That is where the knowing becomes an unending suffering.

It’s our choice whether to stay ignorant and remain tamed or transform this knowledge into wisdom and live in the present.

Stay happy, stay blessed. 🙂


Everybody wants to be loved…!

Faith and hope, they say are the best medicines for a quick rejuvenation. We all take this pill once in a while to keep us going till we reach the exit sign. We hope for a good day at work, a good day at college, faith in the gods to sail us through our problems.


Faith and hope the best medicines for living an ordinary life in an extraordinary way. 

Good and bad days are the part of living in this world. Like discontinuity in  time is the norm in the dream world, similarly duality is the norm in this world. To face this duality we need this combo of hope and faith- the best pill to live life.

We walk through people greeting us and sometime yelling at us. This duality is enjoyed and repelled at the same time. The fear of being disliked and the hope for a smooth flow of life is what keeps the mind racing.

Stop! Take a pause! Relax!

Look around you, this is the same world where in a heavy traffic if you accidentally bump into someones car you will be accused of being a bad driver, leaving aside the yelling you will be receiving. On the other hand the next day at work or college you will be overwhelmingly appreciated for your hardwork.

Slow down! Look carefully. This is the world of dualities we all live through.

Why I wrote this is to tell you not to fear of the unpleasantness and no to be too attached to the pleasant moments. They come and go. Let them pass through you without shaking your ground. Laugh through the good and bad as both are nothing but illusions of this world.

Take it easy. Have faith and hope of living this ordinary life in an extraordinary way and letting the good and bad pass through you without shaking you like you are the mere spectator is the extraordinary.

I tried a new stuff of audio recording this post, would love if you try it


Stay happy stay blessed 🙂

The fire that awaits…!

The music was loud, the drinks intoxicating, everyone in the room seems to enjoy the last day of yet another aging year.

“Would you like to have a refill, madame?”

The empty glass was raised and the wine poured gently. Sitting alone in the comfortable couch that smelled of leather, her lips touched the wine glass for another gulp. Her eyes constantly staring at the flames as they danced on the dry woods. Hypnotized by the cozy fire in front of her, she wondered why people fear fire. It doesn’t burns rather dances on the mortal remains.

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Under the roof everyone she thought mattered were present. Intoxicated by the drinks they didn’t notice her sitting too close to the fireplace. With every passing moment she knew she would be fed to the fire. The flames will dance on her too while they ravish her mortal existence.

Holding the glass half filled, her eyes departed from the fire and searched for her family. Seeing them completely consumed in the illusions of the mortal world, she hissed. Her gaze came back to the flames, still alive and dancing. Her eyes burned with the tears that wanted to roll down her cheeks and alert her guardians that she would be fed to the fire at the tick of 12.

The noise grew louder, 3…….2……….1…. Her ears went deaf and only she could hear was the ringing sound. The decision was made. She stood up, gulped the last wine she would ever taste and threw the glass into the fire. Getting the first taste of her mortal existence the fire roared. The cozy warmth of fire had changed into the ferocious heat biting her skin.

She stepped away from the fire. Looked at her family once again, miserably hoping that they will snap out from the hypnosis and would protect her. To her dismay they didn’t even notice, completely intoxicated by the wine, prepared and served by the greatest illusionist, Maya.

The fire had grown impatient. It grew louder and she knew what laid ahead. Shifting her gaze to the fire, she closed her eyes and started invoking the immortal within as that was the only thing untouched by the fire. The flames rose to taste her mortal skin and with every burn she kept invoking the immortal within by the mantra:

“It’s just a bad illusion, it shall pass”

As the silence creeps in..!

As the silence creeps in..!

As the silence creeps in,

The whole world stands still.

Waiting anxiously for the noise,

It’s drug to keep it high.
As the winds stop, the air drop dead,

The tired eyes stares at the sky,

For a leaf to move, to keep them in illusion 

That life is moving.
As I write this poem,

I anxiously waiting for the next rock song,

To keep me floating in my painful world.
But even in this vicious cycle of desires,

We all await silently for that light,

Which will shine the brilliance of silence,

Where the mind will be peaceful if it’s still,

Where the winds are calm like the deep sea,
We all awaits for those glistening eyes,

That awaits to open to see what’s inside,

A journey to a peacefull bliss,

A journey to Moksha!

A Treasure to share- in search of I

A Treasure to share- in search of I

Hello readers. Hope by now you might have come across the treasures of life be it in the form of love, happiness or soul searching. If not then don’t worry, one day you will if you won’t stop looking inside. After spending a month riding the high and low tides of life, I too stumbled across a treasure box. After opening it I realized that there was no point in living in the memories of the past. The treasure I found would rather make every moment soulful just like the memories I mostly recall.

I would love to share this treasure with you. In the month of April, I came across the knowledge of Soul- I. The teachings of soul fascinated me and like a researcher without wasting time I started imbibing it to see its effects. In this journey of “Aatmagyaan”(The knowledge of self), I started seeing the body reflected in the mirror as an instrument in which  I – the soul is stationed, in this life.

People often quote that life is short. But to me it’s our time in this present body that is short.

When I used to drive to office I would not see people rather the bodies driven by souls, without them realizing that they both are different. Sometimes this illusion of maya would put me in a different zone that I would have to shake my head to focus on the road.


After a week of immersing in this knowledge of soul- I,  I went to meet Nandi- the Bull- my best friend.  It had been weeks since I had met him and a year since we shared the soulful bond like old times. This time when we met it was like the old time- the soulful bond was back without me even trying. The moment was magickal.

Earlier when my meditations were not regular or would not be at soul level, Nandi would behave just like another animal or a pet. For several months I had sensed the loss of connection between me and him. This time as I got connected with my soul, I automatically got connected with him/his soul. The amazing thing was that he didn’t waste time in recognizing his old friend who got lost in her pursuit of materialistic goals. That moment was highly enriching for my soul as well as his.

But me being an indiscipline student would keep on refocusing till mind,body and spirit comes in perfect alignment.

Hope this experience gave you something soulful to ponder as sometimes in life we need little triggers to lead us on the right path.


Hope you have a great day ahead.

Stay Happy Stay blessed 🙂